Apologies to my past

Vividly reliving memories of that innocence I once possessed, the care free breaths that reached a depth I had not yet discovered. Grains of salt overrunning from small scale accomplishments, success must have been blurred between lines lined with premature thoughts.

The notion that life was at a stand still while I waited, and waited until loud vocals spilled out into the streets. Everything continues as it was yesterday, but lacking enthusiasm; lacking the kind of questions you allow God to answer.

Mine fields corrupted with seeds never swallowed, thoughts we never digested. Is it really impossible to paint portraits in the present with a paintbrush from past drawings?

Reviews

[jacob erin-cilberto]

i think you painted a portrait here....and it sounds like it is from past memories...

the future...what kind of paint to paint it...i don't know of we will be able to get the colors to match...
i lack enthusiasm in looking to the future.

a profound write full of introspection.

[Valentine]

A very deep and thought provoking write. Looking at the last line I would have to look at my own life and say "YES" it is possible. Valentine

[mendedwords]

Thank you for the review. You correct because the past paves the way for tomorrow.