After

There i said it

I feel more light and at ease,

But when i did it

There were rivers of tears.

You are perfect

For just being you,

I don't want to keep it,

Those things that you already knew.

I know you will break,

And i do too,

But this doesn't mean that i don't love you.

I need time,

I'm afraid and clouded.

If you will understand,

We might make it.

But if you dwell in your sadness

we will be stranded.

I need time,

And understanding that is all i'm asking.

This does not mean i'm quitting

It's just my heart that reverse its beating.

I'm tired and so are you

That's why i need this

Not to live without you,

But to get out of this mind crisis.

So please defend me

And understand

'Cause if you won't 

I don't know how will i ever be around.

It might sound selfish

But it's for our goodness,

I just wanted to be at peace

From my sorrow and sadness,

So when i come back to you

Our bliss will be endless,

That is If you still want me to.

- Myle Rent

09/22/14

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Patricia]

One of my favourites! It is so relatable for me and you captured all my messy feelings so clear. I really enjoyed this, notably because it helps to understand a part of myself better.