"Lovers quarrel"

Felt as If I was in a relationship I didn't know we were in..

Mind in circles not sure what happened all I know is how I feel. That's all I ever know but also that this was all too real.

who are we? what are we? that it went the extremes it has. Words getting twisted as I walk on broken glass. You, yes you! were in your feelings over something I felt. To call it bullshit, that hurt! Because it wasn't a statement, It was how "I" felt!

I'm lost in you but you know that, I cry in you and show that. Every time I get deep you simplify it! you call it fantasy, you say I look too deep, you say I look for subliminal(s), So why be shocked that I feel the way I do?

How am I to know what's real if every word you twist, that I take from you?

And with "whatever" it is you feel, you always justify it as less than how I took it? I don't judge and say it's bullshit, I don't fall back and say f**k all this s**t! I simply submit and for me? believe that's some "only" for you s**t!

It hurts but I still write, I still portray in songs, love letters and your attention I do any and everything to get. 

You left me in tears and I bet you don't even see why. Everything I say no matter how much you breeze by as I bleed and ride. It's so easy for you to dismiss, easy like a forgotten kiss but with you I'm dying for a kiss and everything deep inside that it comes with!! 

I wish, that It didn't hurt, wish that tears never fell as I was reading first, the delay had the suspense feeling worse. And then you were gone although you said peacefully g.n boo it still hurts. Not because you've done anything wrong because you haven't, simply just because for the very first time you showed raw, real time emotions but it was over a misunderstanding instead of understanding the feels and cries of LOVE from a loving and sincere person! 

I do however appreciate so much within all that was misunderstood, because you broke down all you've done to prove you cared and that was extremely beautiful and finally I got what I wanted deep inside from YOU!! *raw and real honesty that whatever it is you felt for me, was indeed way more than you try to admit, REAL!!!!*

Author's Note

"All the while all I wanted to do was hug you because for the very real first time, I felt like you were truly MINE!

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Powerful and strong emotion in the words.
"Not because you've done anything wrong because you haven't, simply just because for the very first time you showed raw, real time emotions but it was over a misunderstanding instead of understanding the feels and cries of LOVE from a loving and sincere person! "
When we know raw and wild. We must repeat or be lost forever. I enjoyed the poetry. Honest tone and feeling of real thoughts. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[silent poet]

Thank you very much coyote! Always a pleasure to have you read my work, thank you

[Coyote Poetry]

Was my pleasure and you are welcome.

[Inject Positivity]

A very unique concept, the title somehow dragged me here and im glad that i got to read this masterpiece....The words of a crying heart which wants to tell all its feelings....Amazing presentation and the words were set to create something magical here....Amazing experience.....Full ratings!!! Clap! Clap!!!!!

[silent poet]

Thank you very, very much! I appreciate the feedback and your time for reading!

[B]

Fights
this write felt like one
i often think fighting happens when one person is in an internal fight
often the other shouldn't fight back
just wait for that internal turmoil to pass
and it does

[silent poet]

Thank you for reading , also for the encouragement turmoil does pass! thank you so much

[AaronFreitas]

Awesome write! Man... you just absolutely poured your heart out and got every single thing you feel out! I love the honesty... love how you just open up and spill everything. From pain to confusion you express how your emotions we never felt by this person almost as if he didn't care and it was just a game to him. It's not a game... it's your life, your love and your emotions and I am glad you got it all out. Hopefully writing this helps get it out of your system and on to bigger and better things. You are too amazing of a woman to have have someones complete love for you :)

[silent poet]

Kinda speechless to be honest. Honestly, because after reading all you've written. I feel like I .....
Let's just say 'you opened my eyes to what I've closed them to. But I have been getting *things* out of my system. I found strength within my writing and go back as if it were written by someone else. I just write.. ... I guess I just FEEL... (it's not a game, it's your life!) very powerful Aaron the way you said that. The way you said everything and I don't wanna get mushy lol but it touches my heart! Thank you!! Please believe when I say that. :) My Friend!!!! 😏

[AaronFreitas]

You are welcome :) I have learned along the way that for me my writing sometimes becomes my escape and the way for me to get the poison out and over with :)

[ron]

Lovingly painful is love never seen by another.

[silent poet]

Yet you're the only one who got that... So true. thank you for reading!

[ron]

I guess I think differently lol. Your welcome

[silent poet]

You just care enough to read with your heart! :)

[ron]

Your very sweet to say that, thank you. :)

[silent poet]

:) you're welcome

[BLitZeD]

:) ..... :p