:'(

I can't take it anymore

The blood drips down my arm. I have not cut in so long. The warm blood...so warm. Why do I find a remedy in this? Is it because my life is so bad? Or is it you not seeing, without you, I need the bleeding. I love so much. It twists inside of me, just thinking of you and him. The warm blood... it feels so normal now. My fingers feel colder. I really did it. I came ever more close to taking my life. I loved you to death. I am so cold. So much in pain. So alone...

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[just is]

I think we all have been here. Thanks for sharing.

[Eagle Cruagh]

Do you think you are the only one
who has loved and lost.
Do you think that ache is for you alone.
'Why do you think the world is in such
a mess ?
Because people choose a good feeling
to replace the good feeling they lost.

Sorry---- wish you well.

----John

[A Red Red Rose 4 U Luv]

I tried to kill myself once, and i almost succeeded... i am more than glad i failed. I now have a brilliant daughter who loves me and a wonderful boyfriend whom loves me.