sun

i sat in the sunshine

for the first time in awhile

it was nice for the moments i endured

now my skin is burned

and the mosquitoes bit

was it worth what i feel now

i'll remember the day until i heal

close my eyes and see purple static

my pale skin has had it

like being with him

marking his territory

bruising my skin with his lips

jealous boy be a man

i'll remember that kiss until i heal

squeezing my hand as he holds it

i just need some reciprocation 

i long for the sun again