Thinking of You

As I lay on our bed with eyes close,
Tears trickle down across my nose,
Missing your heart beat that puts me to sleep,
My nightly lullaby that now makes me weep...

Not any kisses nor romance to think,
But in ur thoughts and dreams my mind sink,
No loving names nor love messages you ever say ,
Just a single hug is enough to make my day...

I remember not how it feels to be in man's dearly embrace,
Even the look from distance is good; cause I am used to that space,
A decade has passed, and not an inch I grew out,
The love I once had for you, is the same throughout...

From 20s till date, waiting to live my life with you, 
Now even a single day afar, seems so long and strangely new,
Just a week away, but feels like ages apart,
My heart is longing for u since your depart..