giving up

I have a lot of feelings and nowhere else to put them.

all the love

i should have for myself

is going somewhere else

but there wasn't enough

for me to be sharing to begin with

not without getting some in return

not without someone to love me back

and i know that i

shouldn't let myself

keep falling for you

but to be quite honest

it's not my choice to feel this way

i wish i could control myself

i wish i could not feel these things

sometimes i wonder

what i did to deserve

all the pain of loving you

but i wouldn't give it up

because you are amazing and

there's nothing i would trade

there's nothing i would change

so tell me i'm naïve

tell me i'm a fool

and i wish that i could

but i can't disagree

not when i know it's the truth

i can't keep lying to myself

i can't keep trying; i give up

Author's Note

there is little in the way of grammar or punctuation. i realize this. i don't care. it's the words and the meaning that i'm trying to convey.

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

"sometimes i wonder

what i did to deserve

all the pain of loving you

but i wouldn't give it up

because you are amazing and

there's nothing i would trade

there's nothing i would change"


We sure do wonder and ask questions...Bravo...............

[Lucy Morningstar &heart..]

oh ladybro...this is amazing! you know...j should be kicking himself right now for not having an amazing girl like you :)

[Somiena]

thank you, ladybird. i'm glad you like it! i wish i could share it with him but that would involve sharing it with him...

[Somiena]

ladybro* oops...

[Lucy Morningstar ♥]

loool well, he should kick himself right in the mouth for not having someone as awesome as you around :)

[Eryn ♪]

Agreed, he's a tool. Sorry, I get your feels, but he is. *Smolders off in a corner*

[Somiena]

you don't even know him but thank you both :P this is why I love you guys

[Lucy Morningstar ♥]

awwwww ladybro...youre awesome :)

[Somiena]

d'awww yay :3