Why Jade, Why?

Why Jade, Why?

A Poem by GorgEOus NiGhtMarE
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dedicated to an amazing girly <3

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I'm crying.
Or are you crying?
These salty tears that are staining my notebook dont feel like mine.
But yet I feel them falling down in streams.
Running into the black ink.
Is it me or you?
Guess it's both of us.

Why jade? Why?
It took awhile, but i got your goodbye.
Only you could make me laugh as wept
As i lay, wollowing in regret.

 

They say when someone dies its the closing of a book.

Why jade, why did you close the book half read?
so many blank pages- things left unsaid

Remember the nights we spent planning how to fill them?

 

My eyes hurt jade.
Do yours?

Where are you now?
is it cold and lonley?

or are you finally free?
I dont like the cold..

Do you?

I hope your free..

 

They say when you loose someone, its okay to greive.
But what they don't tell you is that after awhile, Noone cares.
You are eventually expected to move on.

I dont want to move on.
I may forget
I dont want to ever forget.

I want to remember your beautiful smile.
I want to remember our plans
I want to remember all our long conversations.
Talking to 4 am about our heartbreaks and random things.
I want to remember the times we laughed till our sides hurt
I want to remember the times we cried.
I want to remember our last conversations
Before you had to say goodbye
Why Jade, Why?

I want to break through the barrier of death
Clasp the bars in both hands and shake them till they let you go
Screaming and crying till they give you back.

I'm sorry I wasnt there to stop you Jade.
To hug you and tell you it was okay.
I'm sorry I was to selfish to notice your pain.
I'm sorry Jade, I'm sorry.

I love you twin <3 rest in peace

© 2013 GorgEOus NiGhtMarE


Author's Note

GorgEOus NiGhtMarE
Jadey was the best sister you could ever have. She was kind, caring, sweet, funny, completly caf even though she tryed to deny it, and was the strongest person i knew. Rip Twin <3
Just in case, ignore spelling

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Stacie, Im crying....This is beautiful.
As tough as she was, she would cry too. I want to join you, and help you break through those bars and bring her back, goddamn it i'd do anything to have her back. You are an amazing sister to her.
Although we will never forget Jadey, we do have to move on....Theres a lot of pain, but we will be ok.
Shes all around us, shes here, shes watching us....
A beautiful write to an amazing person

Posted 10 Years Ago


2 of 2 people found this review constructive.

quinfinn

10 Years Ago

sleep, i 'll not let her go ignored, believe that
The Bass Player

10 Years Ago

Knowing you, you'd get her replies right...She two scared us shitless sometimes, it was like you wer.. read more
GorgEOus NiGhtMarE

10 Years Ago

hehe we told you guys we were twins :P we shared a brain :3



Reviews

I was drawn to this poem because of the name Jade. It's my daughters name as well. "Jade Love" is my daughters name. Such a sad poem, I'm at a loss for words. I'm so sorry for your loss, I truly am.

Posted 9 Years Ago


This is beautiful, and really sad, may her soul rest in peace!

Posted 10 Years Ago


much love to you

Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Emily B

10 Years Ago

i am so sorry for your loss
GorgEOus NiGhtMarE

10 Years Ago

mm.. everyone lost her :/ Did you know her?
Emily B

10 Years Ago

not as well as i would have liked
What a heart ripping poem, so, so sad. Grieving is a long process and everyone does it differently, remember that!

Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

TrimarcoRansome

10 Years Ago

haha! sorry! it was very poignant for me as a friend is saying the same things to me about the loss .. read more
GorgEOus NiGhtMarE

10 Years Ago

mm all you need is time :) and ice cream... lots of icecream....
I hope your friend is okay :/.. read more
TrimarcoRansome

10 Years Ago

She is mending, at her own pace ;-)
Stacie, Im crying....This is beautiful.
As tough as she was, she would cry too. I want to join you, and help you break through those bars and bring her back, goddamn it i'd do anything to have her back. You are an amazing sister to her.
Although we will never forget Jadey, we do have to move on....Theres a lot of pain, but we will be ok.
Shes all around us, shes here, shes watching us....
A beautiful write to an amazing person

Posted 10 Years Ago


2 of 2 people found this review constructive.

quinfinn

10 Years Ago

sleep, i 'll not let her go ignored, believe that
The Bass Player

10 Years Ago

Knowing you, you'd get her replies right...She two scared us shitless sometimes, it was like you wer.. read more
GorgEOus NiGhtMarE

10 Years Ago

hehe we told you guys we were twins :P we shared a brain :3
A great tribute to a gentle and loving soul...Thank you for penning...:)

Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

GorgEOus NiGhtMarE

10 Years Ago

thankyou
Sami Khalil

10 Years Ago

My pleasure...:)
there is a new page that friends put together (i believe it is currently on top writers page) called tribute to jadey...some of her previously unposted writings...you may like to see. this is a loving tribute you have written and i am deeply moved by your sincerity and love.

Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

quinfinn

10 Years Ago

good, all who loved her will, i am sure.....
GorgEOus NiGhtMarE

10 Years Ago

That'll be a lota people..
quinfinn

10 Years Ago

indeed.....but i will make her poetry available here from now on

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GorgEOus NiGhtMarE
GorgEOus NiGhtMarE

Mystery, Australia



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