My Terrible Day

Everything is terrible now...
terrible terrible
a despair unlike another
a retching
a dying heart
i'd never experienced
the thoughts of living without you
brought thoughts of death
my sun stopped shining and the moon fell dark
the stars no longer held their shine
"i never want to smile again" i repeated
"Everything is terrible" i cease not in saying
"there is nothing good anymore"
i will invisibility
hibernation
disappearing
i want to run away and the only place i want to run is into your arms
you were the best alone
yet together we were more
the loneliness without you overwhelming
and yet still my heart weeps
saying "no, dont go away forever now"
"dont hate me forever now"
"come back to me...forever now"
"i'll never again be the terrible person...ever...forever now"
Everything is darkness
Everything is blackness
Ruined
Is this forever now?
This is not the forever i wanted from the forever i never planned.
Sadness ensues
So great a sadness I never knew
This terrible day is not ending
although time is moving forward.
This terrible day remains
I will to be an undo-er of things
Everything is terrible
When will the sun shine again?
When will the moon share its fullness again?
And the stars bare their brightness again?
When will it be the best again?
Will it be forever now?





 

Author's Note

still in progress...

Reviews

[Star Shaped Heart]

Such an heartfelt, and raw emotion here. I once lost some in this caliber too, I can feel your pain. It takes the half of the years of what you was togehter with this person they say in the Netherlands... to overcome, and be powerful again.

I adored your honesty, and reading the pure you.

E.L.

[Star Shaped Heart]

I'm making fine timing then... ;) I do enjoy and appreciate your reviews.
Tish

:) you did Tish thanks a lot for the read

[Star Shaped Heart]

O I think we are gonna be poetic drinking buddies E.L. :)

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everything of temporal..although we feel this way sometimes there is always a silver lining to that cloud

[Hollow Man]

a feeling close to home, irreparable love, hard to say it was ever as strong on the other end as it was on yours. heartfelt, brutal, poignant...nice write love

[Diomaz]

I really liked it! ^^

has a very sad but poppy feel to it, kepp up the good work! :D