I Still Can't See How You Blame Yourself....

A Poem by Victoria Magana

Thank you ...thank you so much...I love you..

You win I suppose....but I am still the Bigger A*s.

God, never before have I heard you this passionate before,

and I must admit that it was what I needed

I needed to know that you actually felt something when we parted for good,

I needed to know that it wasn't one sided hurt,

Or one sided realization,

...I don't know ...that is just how I feel about you. It has never been any other way. ....That is why I am sorry

That makes no sense.

...Because I feel like I put so much pressure on you...

How could you be?

....It just feels like maybe I expected too much out of our relationship....and it bothered you...

Ah...I really don't know what to say

I understand..NOW I am sorry for bringing this up

Ha...no reason to be

Still now I feel terrible...

You shouldn't

Me<---Designated assshole xD

Me <--- is a real a*s

Me<-BIGGER A*S

....I'm sorry..

For what? You haven't done anything...

.....Yes I have

No you have not!

.......

You always pin all the blame on yourself, you always have!

WELL IT IS MY FAULT!! IF I HADN'T MOVED..

That's the only thing you're usually in the wrong about..

...........How do you figure?

You've been more faithful than I have. And you've always forgiven me when I fucked up!

Because I love you and I have faith in you

Why!? I don't deserve it! I'm too selfish. I'm just like everyone else! I talk about it, like it's a bad thing, but i'm the same exact way!