Thank You.

about my feelings to friend i met a short time ago (March '09)

i thought you were another guy.

one who was older who didnt care.

one who would only hang out with his sister and her friend 'cause he was bored.

i was wrong.

when you wanted to be my date for a school dance, i was speechless.

me?

a plain girl with red hair and freckles?

i was happier than ever though i didnt want to get involved.

you were older. a lot older actually.

in your early twenties.

and sneaking you into a high school dance was one of the most 'rebellious' things ive done.

thats what made me notice that, you cared.

there were so many other girls.

prettier.

skinnier.

confident.

but you didnt even look.

we didnt care for the dancing scene.

for a guy who went to clubs all of the time, you didnt seem to notice that anyone else was there.

instead, you got to know,

me.

the real me. not a lot of people know the real me.

we sat on the floor for three hours talking.

we had so much in common.

music.

parents.

challenges.

you were a rebellion. always getting kicked out of school. drugs.

i told you no drugs for me. im clean.

you

compleatly

understood.

you didnt push me.

you didnt recommend.

you actually listened.

that night, was the greatest ive had in a long time.

and it got better.

when

you

kissed

me.

then you said you liked me.

you wished i was older.

guess what?

i

do

to.

i still have never felt that way.

it kept me going for a long time after that.

made me feel good that someone said i was cool.

that someone i liked, liked me.

when life sucked, you dont know this, but you kept my head up.

thats one of the reasons why im still here.

youve made me stronger and more willing.

i dont feel the way i did anymore.

and i just wanted to say:

thank

you.

 

 

Reviews

[lindsay]

Aw. Cute. This gave me a really good feeling inside. Keep writing!

[TheKaylaPup]

Very nice. Maybe when you are older *shrugs* =)

[Dominic Rosales]

very good
and thank you for sharing
keep it up your all up 100% with me