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everywhere i go i see things
that start remindin me of
the love ive got for u
sometimes i wish i was blind, its enough
i dont wanna accept the fact that
ur out of my life forever
it feels kinda like
me and the source of my life is severed
im speakin nothin but truth girl
ur just that vital
ur my heart, my hero, my soul
my universe, my idol
girl id do anythin in the world
just to see u smile
“the epitome of perfection”
girl u truly exceed the title
people always tellin me to move on
and normally id take that advice to heart
and deep down inside i know theyre right
but to make that kind of sacrifice is hard
i mean i thought we were made for each other
y couldnt we just stay with each other
dear lord, u shouldnt connect those
just to take them away from each other
i dont understand how i allowed myself
to be pulled deep into this while blinded
got me pourin out my heart
pourin out liquor behind it
and honestly im sick and tired of it
its time to take my heart and refine it
ur lookin for the love i got but in someone else
and i hope u find it
ive come to grips with the fact that
ur love is something i wasnt destined to know
but still, i dont know what hurts more
seein u leave, or lettin u go..