Little Things

Little Things

A Poem by toplantagarden

Overthinking and fear of abandonment makes for a lovely cocktail

This morning your tone was different.
You didn't even notice it. 
No one else would have, either. 
But I did. 
I always do. 

And I spent the whole day. 
Back and forth pacing, thoughts racing.
Searching for the meaning, any meaning. 
But of course if I ask you''ll say that
There is none. 

I feel like I am suffocating.
In handcrafted problems,
Carefully constructed in my own mind.
Homegrown fear, 
That I'll be alone again. 

Because I am scared to lose, 
The most important thing.
I know how difficult I am, 
But I beg you to 
Please stay.

© 2021 toplantagarden

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Added on November 18, 2021
Last Updated on November 18, 2021
Tags: BPD, Abandonment, Overthinking, Love, Breakup



KY, United Kingdom

I have BPD and I don't know how to express my feelings so I make poems. I hope someone out there can relate and find comfort in these words. more..