all i want

 i dont wanna be here
not in this state of mind
when everything could crumble
in the blink of an eye
thoughts so deep down hidden
not even i can find
the truth in all the rubble
of what was left behind
so turn around and leave
just walk away
just go
enough all your sweet soft words
dont say thing i dont wanna know
too damaged to accept
the honesty you speak
stop now before it goes to far
before im in too deep
pull away
dont touch me
dont make me think those thoughts
of taking you
and having you
and pleasing all your parts

 

 

 

 

i dont wanna be here
not while i want you too
dont make me fall
dont make me ache
i cannot admit the truth
im not ready for the words
so scared of the fall
i know that all the good you give
will make it just that hard
to turn around and run away
when all is said is done
if you love me
dont make me stay
dont let me feel like the one
keep you touch away from me
it feels too good to bare
i cant take another heartbreak
yet i cant break your stare
this may all sound so strange to you
you may not understand
just know i have my reasons for this
i just cant admit them
to even myself

 

i dont wanna be alone with you
not when it could be so easy
to let it go and forget the pain
that i carry around within me
but the way you look at me
deep within my eyes
makes me want to take you
on a tour inside
pleasure and pain
twisted and torn
on the edge of reason
dying to let go
to lose myself your embrace
allow this feeling to take its place
get light headed
lose my heart
catch my breath
feel all the things
that scare me to death
why cant you just see
i just cannot be alone with you
cause all i want
is right before me