MY OWN HELL

                     "MY OWN HELL"

They say they don't want it to be simple ... sappy ... and plain...
So now i try to explain whats going inside of me once again...
People want me to dig in deep...
And now its your turn... u may have a peep

Sometimes you feel so damn pissed
It feels as if by some Satan you have been kissed....
But whatever is going inside of me must be hidden behind a veil..
Feeling like i'm choking on some bread that has gone stale

Can't look into the mirror .. my face distorted by this blemish...
Looks like Halley's comet i'm too gonna diminish..
Can't say a word ... Can't retaliate..
it feels like i have reached a paralyzed state,,...

At times anger and anguish flow through my veins
One day they will rip off from this flesh and what will remain will just be stains...

Feelings and emotions ripped apart.. torn to shreds...!!!
My corpse ready for the dogs to be fed
You treated me like a carcass fit fit the hounds.. 
The apathy you have levied  upon me knows no bounds...

Drenched   in the blood of my own
I stand in here waiting for you ... i'm left alone
Heart squeezed to halt and pulled right through my chest
You might be able to see through the hole if you try your best,,..... :-)

Thousand tears i have cried a hundred times before
A Dagger not just pears ed but twisted right to my core...
Don't like what i have become and how things have FELL
This is me ... I'm a prisoner of "MY OWN HELL"

 

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[Garry Maan]

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