I can't help

Written 12/21/21

A context of the mind and life of the masses,

From the darkness to the dust,

All I have to do is trust,

And show what I see in this world on the same drugs.

Always looking for something that won't change,

It looks like you can start to live without me.

It's not like we fell in love.

Don't you think it's time we made a break for us.                                   

And what we got left has gone wrong for us.

What we got left is too long for us to trust.

Too many lives are thrown in the dirt.

Too many dreams have been misserved.

I've been like this since the first time we met,

And I can't help but forget,

And I can't help but think,

That I don't need you now.

And I can't keep around,

The world is upside down,

And now I'm feeling more alone,

When you're home and here with me.

It just makes me nervous,

But I don't wanna front.

I don't wanna be the one you need,

I just wanna breathe.

Wake me up when I'm all alone.

I try to cope, it's such a joke,

It's the thing that I hate the most,

When you love me so much.