The Darkness

part of my personality.

into darkness i shall fade
lost in shadows i'll remain
forever gone, never missed
not on a funeral list.

into the woods i walk alone
not knowing where to go.

if only i were not of shame
then maybe i could find my way.

back to the sunlight
back to my home
the warmest place i belong.

for now i walk on a dirt path
in a white dress, i look like a mess.

my hair all wet from the cold rain
that hid my tears from all the pain.

my legs are bruised, cover in mud
i fall to my knees with a big thud.
i look in a small pond
looking on my reflection.
i always wonder, am i heading the right
direction.

only five six
i had been tricked
from a heart wide open
it left me broken.

now i lay here
covered in filth
nobody will find me
i feel all chills.

the coldness surrounds me
the mess i am
the tricks i belived
sent me to the damn.

a lonely puzzled girl living in
a huge unsolved world.
leaving her to suffer
with nobody to love her.

this is my twisted fairy tale
in my mind and soul
a place that i wont show
or allow people to know.

as i go to sleep in a open
dark medow, not terrifyed
but always alone.

so i lay in the darkness
with nowhere to go
i want to be home.....

but i'm a ghost now.......

Author's Note

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