My reason why I'm on WC

The reason why I’m on WC this long is that:

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I may not achieve all of the above,

one thing I felt like I achieved

I have surrounded myself with real friends that believed in me

I am not great; I’m full of mistakes, sadness, gloominess, laziness, and struggles

But my friends see something in me

They believed in me

That I am special too

Like everyone else is unique..

Thank you to all who come by

And reading my thoughts

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For far too long I don’t believed on myself. I don’t have something to believe that I’m unique too. Also I don’t believed that I can be an artist on my own worth. I felt worthless and too reliant on the flow of life like having no directions on my own. Also I think that my thoughts and the juries in my head are just ramblings and nonsense pondering. In wc, I felt they are something to relate too and learned from it, then flip every negative into optimism.

 

WC is full of brilliant people. I have learned something that I haven’t learned in school or in life. I Learned wisdom in each person I walk upon in their pages of their craft. I see myself that I ‘am not much alone but here in WC I feel the bond that surpass the internet boundaries.  “Friendship” that bound us all as one big family making WC not much of a small community.

I close my account from time to time but I always come back for I find releasing my thoughts out in the open a fulfilling emotions, that I felt relief somehow.. like they say writing is therapeutic source of healing, it may not be true to others but I feel it’s great release… so I advise write it down don’t let it consume you whole into darkness.  

 

You know who you are my friends… so I thank each one of you ….

 

 "we learned & inspire each others"

Author's Note

a simple type of journal to give thanks to the people who are my friends...

Reviews

[Renée]

Pax ! ((Hugs)) People will be who they are no matter in real or internet..we share our souls, our pains, our thoughts here on WC and it is a bond, we are a community of undiscovered writers, poets..people who care ... some put down this place .. but I think we do make it what we wish here...we surround ourselves with people that we admire their work & perhaps their personal selves as we grow in knowing each other..
You and I are a lot alike insecurities, so much self doubt..but I have seen You grow here so much! and your writing improve this last year greatly !! It is incredible to me for not only is English NOT your native language... you are surrounded daily by a third language to contend with ! and here you write in English..amazing feat juggling 3 languages in one day ! that is Brilliant ! You are Brilliant & humble Pax and I am so honored to know you here ( :

[Sami Khalil]

"They believed in me." I believe that a poet puts out himself out there along with his work and readers and friends can see through his or her writings some aspects of their heart and soul. I stand by you Mr. Pax not because I need anything from you but because you are a genuine man and friend . You are a traveler like us and a fighter in this wicked life. The journey can be long and arduous but we can enjoy the little moments with family , friends , co-workers... The biggest failure in my opinion is not trying or giving up if there are more possibilities for we have to be realistic too. I speak for myself , I'm so glad you are on this site for you have brought more inspiration to the lot of inspiration...
Happy writing my friend...

[Marc Marlon Villaflor]

Great work...nicely penned.

[Pax]

kabayan... bakit erase mo yung message mo? it was great....

[Marc Marlon Villaflor]

:) nabasa mo pala heheh actually binago ko kasi naiisip parang sobra yung sinabi ko lol :)

[Pax]

di naman... maganda nga eh... it was encouraging... i value every word of it...like i always value the review i received... salamat ng marami!

[Marc Marlon Villaflor]

Welcome kabayan :) next time di ko na babaguhin :)