In the midst of your silence

In the midst of your silence

I breathe the unbearable feeling

you're not into me

anymore...

In the midst of this awful feelings

I cringe of the thought

you'll fallout of love...

And in the midst of all my doubts

I became the fool

with so little trust,

jealousy blinded me...

In the end, I didn't 

 find security 

in your embrace.

- pax

Author's Note

Note:
starting to post some of my writing in the quarantine period, annoying but its a must for our safety. stay safe everyone.

Trust is one thing in a relationship but making your partner secured of what realness you both have is important as well.

Reviews

[Corset]

Domestic abuse tripled during quarantine months at the property I worked at the time covid19 became and was worse than that by the time I left that business. There is not enough money in the world to make me witness again repeatedly what I witnessed then. It must be impossible to endure 24-7 of a person you do not truly love, trust, or respect.

[Coyote Poetry]

We do need when the walls of love are fallen in.
"In the end, I didn't
find security
in your embrace."
The above lines. Our inner mind grasp first and thank you for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote

[Paul Bell]

There comes a time when you know the love has gone, yet we still play the game of wait and see.
Wonder how many looking back wondered why they waited.

[Ruth]

It has been a while since I read you here, or been here in general but I am glad I found your poetry today Pax :) This speaks such volumes of hope lost in fragility, I felt the impact, wonderfully woven :)

[Eddie Phillips]

I loved the honesty of your post. I cringe of teh thought you'll fall out of love... So sweet, painful, and honest.

[An owl on the moon]

What a painful flow of life... in the aching... in the longing.. in the letting go. Oh my dear friend, so thankful to have you here.. to know you're safe and keeping well. This devouring thing will go soon enough... keep your words flowing... please.

[Daisie Vergara (Dhaye)]

Hi, Pax!
Here we are again. We do write poems with sad themes that easy, don't we? Good job, Pax!

With our situation today, the safest place is our home. Keep safe, my friend.

[gabrielle]

How sad... We sometimes get paranoid in a relationship because we are aware of our shortcomings.

[MOON]

Poignant write beautifully told, take care and stay safe dear friend.

[Sami Khalil]

I hard feeling and realization indeed. When we feel in the midst of things which way to go now after the hard facts, either continue down the slippery slope or get off the train at the closest town. I know you write with great ideas in mind about life's tough issues. Glad to see back post new works brother Pax...