Abused

Abused

A Poem by write4ever
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I was molested by my dad's best friend when I was 9! i am 21 and the pain is still the same

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Vile, revolting hands
that touched me.
Something as small as a shoulder-tap
felt as icky as if the grubby hands
had touched where a swimsuit should cover.

Harsh, degrading words
that cut as deep as any razor I'd used
to try and get rid of the feeling;
the dirty, worthless feeling.

Disgusting, glittering eyes
that greedily tried to eat me up
while pinning me down.
I felt naked while fully clothed.

Horrible, ugly face
that I had to see each day,
and that spit on me once or twice
when I walked by.

These haunting, creeping memories
have suddenly begun to crawl out of the grave
where I'd buried them years ago.
I thought the past was gone,
but I guess I was wrong.

© 2012 write4ever


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Whoa.....this one kinda shook me. This is different in its gripping intense realism....

And so very sad and aweful too....(content)

Posted 11 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

write4ever

11 Years Ago

yup!
soliloquy

11 Years Ago

Hey.....i hope your week is going good?
write4ever

11 Years Ago

yeah it's going well, thanks! how are you doing?
No matter how much counseling you ever have, nightmares of this sort are always vicious b******s within the human mind

Posted 11 Years Ago


write4ever

11 Years Ago

i will NEVER forget, but I will NOT be weak and think of myself as the victim!
Kaylor Mason

11 Years Ago

Good.
write4ever

11 Years Ago

thank you!
Wow. Emotionally killer write. Sad but serious passion. Beautiful write, friend.

Posted 11 Years Ago


write4ever

11 Years Ago

thank you!
written to a friend , this is for you :

http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/yosmos100/515007/

Posted 11 Years Ago


Wow, this is so powerful yet so sad :(

Posted 11 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

write4ever

11 Years Ago

thanks!!! writing is my one release!!!!
Mr Dunne Poetry

11 Years Ago

You are more than welcome. You are very good at it too :)
write4ever

11 Years Ago

i am going to submit LOTS of erotica!!! :-)
This hits close to home. It's an amazing poem. Worded out well, and the imagery man!

Posted 11 Years Ago


write4ever

11 Years Ago

thank you very much!!!!
very real imagery is used here, such a terrible experience though...

Posted 11 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

write4ever

11 Years Ago

thanks Jon! I thought about killing myself, but i have nieces and nephews who need their "Auntie Tif.. read more
That_Guy

11 Years Ago

I have a niece who's done the same for me
write4ever

11 Years Ago

what is your niece's name?

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Added on September 30, 2012
Last Updated on September 30, 2012
Tags: hurt, abused, broken trust, cry, pain, dirty, ashamed


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