Forgive? Forget?

I see you sitting there

You still stare at me. 

I saw you stare at me.

You were so far away. 

You started slow.

You changed your position and looked at something else. Then at me. 

I know I'm still in your mind.

As you are here in mine.

The distance is closing in. 

I welcome it. 

I feel something different

When I look at you it's not the same. 

I no longer see in you in Holy Light.

There are clouds covering you in my sight. 

I thought I knew the man I once 

walked beside.

I'm torn.

How should I act?

How should I feel?

To forgive and never speak again.

To forgive and forget and go on being friends.

Reviews

[Leigh]

Depends, people make mistakes, sometimes they are worth it

[InsanityWriter]

Nice. :)

[C.C. Marx]

The horrid choice of forgiving and having to constantly remember all the memories and pain or closing him out of your life completely, not a fun choice to have to make. Nice piece

[Aly]

thank you :) And well i'm choosing to forgive and forget :)

[C.C. Marx]

No problem, hope things work out!!

[Aly]

Oh they will :) :)

[Lucy Morningstar &heart..]

wonderful job again, aly! this guy must have been horrible to have done this to you, and i meant it before when i said karma will come back eventually for lieing to you. i hope your luck turns around though and you can have some awesome poetry inspired by love and not pain! awesome awesome awesome job :D

[Aly]

Thank you. :)

[scripted]

It's hard to say which road I would take when I think about it... I think I would let God take his course on this one. If it's meant to be it will happen. Thank you for sharing ;)

[Aly]

thank you :)

[scripted]

your welcome! I really enjoy reading your writing...

[quinfinn]

it is hard to decide, but if you have feelings for someone, being a friend is not a viable option in my opinion. guess it depends on whether you like torturing yourself. well written piece.

[Aly]

thank you.

[seath]

totally estrangement is a painful scar especially during a cold raining night

[Aly]

thank you

[KeeD]

That's a tough road to walk because memory lane keeps re-appearing, good write.

[Aly]

thank you

[disheveledApathy]

Oh my goodness, that first part? Mine does that all the time! He sits in front of me, and it's kind of cute. :) (Sorry, that was kind of off-topic.) Fantastic write. ;)
Hmm. Should you keep on hating him forever, or should you let him come crawling back?
Difficult decision. Maybe you should keep him on probation, then forgive him when you've got him squirming? (You'll know when he's begging on his knees.)
Signing off,
Mer

[Aly]

:) thanks today in class we were seperated (in our class we somewhere different everyday. It depends where our nametags are) and he was in on the other side of the room, and I was in the middle on the other side of the room. I saw him look at what the girl next to him was doing then kinda slowly turn his head and I saw him look at me. I don't want to hate him. I forgive him, I just don't know if I should forget about him or let it go and be his friend.

Thanks for always reading my work :)
Sorry it isn't another Episode but for right now Poetry is my thing.

[Michael Stevens]

Forgiving is hard, but it'll save your sanity in the end; fabulous!

[Aly]

thank you :)