For The Person You Love Most

I wrote this a while ago for my best friend... Stay strong.. xoxoxoxoxox --- Adriana

It is always your hope....
For the person whom you
Love
To keep you safe…
To never hurt you…
To want nothing more,
But to keep you protected,
Warm in their arms…

To love you…
No matter what…
No matter the cost…
Forever and Always…

There is nothing worse
In the world…
No deeper pain…
Than being hurt
By the person you love…

Everyone else in the world…
Could harm you
In every way…

But it still isn’t as bad,
As the person whom you love
To hurt you…

And once that’s taken away from
You…

You never get it back…

There’s still that pain…
That pain that lingers
In your heart…
In your mind…
And in your soul…
And it will never be freed...

It’s an unimaginable
Pain…
A worse pain…
Than anyone could ever
Think…

Because…

The person you love…
Is the person,
Is that you believe can be trusted…
Can be loved…

So…

For this one person…

You open up…
And you trust,
You love,
You give your heart…

Only…
To for them to
Leave you,
With a broken heart
And a burning pain…

To lose the person you love most…

For the person
You
Love most
To hurt you
In the worst possible way…

There isn’t another feeling as
Terrifying and Breaking
As that…

That…

That breaks a part of
You…
That can never be pieced
Together again…

It breaks a
Trust…
That can never be
Restored…

It brings out
A depression…
Unlike any other…

It brings thoughts
To your mind…
That are hazardous
To your life…

It makes you do
Things…
Break promises…

Turn…
Turn to…
Self-harm,
Drugs,
Or alcohol,
For a release…

I’m so desperate…
Desperate for sweet, sweet release…

But it will never come…
It will never fully go away…

Because the pain…
It’s too strong…
To abate…

But you must stay strong…
Show them they were wrong…

Sometimes…

You want to keep the pain
To yourself…

To tell no one
Of what happened…

To tell no one
Of getting hurt…

At fear
That you’ll lose that person
Whom you treasure most…

But…

You can only hold
That pain
For so long…

You can only hide that
Damage
For so long…
Before it begins to hide you…

So you open up
To someone new…

Tell them the truth…
To fall for them,
And they fall for you…

Only…

To have your heart
Ripped from your soul
Once again…

One day, though,
You will find someone...
Someone who loves you for you
And only you...

Someone who will never hurt you,
Someone who puts you
Up on a pedastal,
Someone whom
The sun
Rises and Falls
With you,
Someone who will go
Through hell and high water,
Just to make you smile...

You just have to stay strong,
Focus on knowing that you have people who
Love you,
And will always love you,
People who will always be
There for you...

And look the for the star
That shines
Brightest
For you....