Wishing for a return

Sometimes its true

I wish so much that you would return

Silly me, like cows jumping over the moon

having such impossible expectations

How I loved our conversations

Especially the words carried on your lips

I used to smile for no reason

And want to speak every day

I still wait, for just one more chance

And I know I should give up

But DAMN how I wish you would return

And stop this heart from its burn

I dream and dream and keep doing it again

I just cant escape this lucidic hope

What have you done to this heart?

Once stone and now ice cold

Ive been picking flowers and dropping them in the Ocean

Perhaps the Ocean is deeper than my sorrow

Id swim in it and drown to its end

To finally escape this feeling

But us humans just dont give up

Why cant I run away

Never look back and find someone elsewhere?

And in all of this I ask, do you feel the same?