For the past

I can't quite put into words

what it is I feel for you

because everything is muddled

between the past, the present,

and what the future might hold.

I don't regret holding you at night,

or saying I love you,

or sharing parts of me that no one

has ever seen before, and parts of me

no one might ever see again.

I still love you. You were the first person

that I honestly loved.

And nothing could ever take that away,

not distance or heartache or

anyone in this entire world.

But I needed so much more than you 

could ever give.

And I can't even put into words

exactly what it is. All I know is

the past should remain that way.

So I need you. For me. Please.

If you honestly still love me.

To move on.

To find someone else.

To find someone who will fight.

Author's Note

ramble ramble. Critique at will

Reviews

[JMaster1]

Powerful and real , Poetry I love the best