expression

my dad went to jail a few years back and i havnt really explained my feelings

i can't explain the feelings, the pain

thats daily driving me insane

 it makes me feel like my life is out of frame 

from the rest of reality

and there's no other fish in the sea

nobody out there is feelin exactly like me

lvoe, lust, happiness, depression

its like my heart thinks its funny to keep messin

but its tearing me apart from the inside out

that nobody knows what im even talking about

chorus

your not alone, your family's here

your not alone,your end is near

your not alone, its just the thoughts in your head 

trust me we know, your life's pages we've read

you say my family's here, 

than how come tis broken and has been for years

people make mistakes we all know they mess up

but right does that give you to break the  rest of us up

cause here i am feeling like im caught between the civil war 

i just wanna break down and cry out no more

but it goes on and so does life

but that doesn't make the rights wrong and the wrongs right

so please listen to me,

i know i'm only 17

i've got bottled feelings waiting to implode 

but i guess we can wait till me next episode

chorus

i'm back for one last rap 

to hopefully clarify some crap 

that's been wrapped up for too long

to only fit in the final verse of this song

i love everyone every part of my fam

even the one's hurt by my old man

i won't defend his actions

those were his own transactions

but i still love him to death and back again

and all i ask is that you dont judge me by someone elses life

even if my mom was once his wife

i assure you i'm here to make good

to help folks in anyway i could

its the man i wanna be

and the one you will soon see