Brandon Gaetzke

I used to have much natural writing talent as a child. Not using it has made me a little rusty, but times have been tough and a job is further and further from my reach all the time. I had developed crohn's disease when I was 18 it robbed me of many jobs before I got used to the pain and could work through a flair up. I began to exercise last year since my asthma had calmed down. I have had asthma my whole childhood and it was so severe I couldn't exercise. Wouldn't you know it now that I had gained control of that I am now developing fibro mialgia or lupis they do not know yet. It has prevented me from exercising. So now I'm back in a constant flair up and my asthma is back with full force. I'm trapped at home because the stairs are a frightening concept when your legs feel like there going to give out. Now I stay home and take care of my autistic 4 year old boy and his 3 month old brother and it is very challenging with my illnesses acting up all the time. So writing is the only option for me right now, I have always wanted to become a professional writer and it seems life is pushing me towards it. I do not want to have to collect disability, I feel too ashamed to even look in the mirror. I was raised by my grandmother because my father and mother were too irresponsable. I do not want to live life riding on someone elses dollar and right now I am. My ex, the mother of my children, is nice enough to let me live with her. If it wasn't for her kindness I would be half a country away from my children and I am scared to death of that. Anyway I like writing fantasy mostly and I look forward to learning a lot from people on this site. Particularly how to end a story. My beginnings are great but I can never finish anything I write...