We Are All Mad Here Forum somethings

taarini2307	somethings 8 Years Ago Had tears in my eyes Hid them in the novels I read Smile,its always fake No one cares for me And they take my scars as fake I try yo be happy every day Try to make my self happy all day "Happiness is not a word in your dictionary" Says the b*h whom I hate She took away all my friends And all looked at me with regret Swear to God I wanna kill my self I dint share this st with anyone Because I know they don't care "I don't have a life" Reminds me the b*h everyday Makes me wanna strangle myself to death "Notice my scars Notice my f***g scars Count the number if times I swallowed all those pills Sympathize on my face Stab me on my back I know I know There are a lot of qualities I lack" I want to be happy I want to be with people real ones But I don't think it will be possible in this birth I cut my self 104times Swallowed the pills 10 nights Took out the rope and kept it back thrice Waiting for myself to be in my deathbed Because I don't have a life
fleamailman	Re: somethings 8 Years Ago ("...one of the best things I've read today..." went the goblin liking that prose there, then adding "...give me more and I will keep you company if you like, unless you wish to be alone here where I will silently read you instead, whereupon the goblin reposted a work of not missing a chance to join in if he was welcome) repost from elsewhere "...one is always swimming against dailylife, so the real question is whether one can keep one's head above water long enough to avoid being brainwashed by them into thinking that one's external is everything and thus drowning outright..." ventured the goblin who for that reason alone never stopped posting on forumland somewhere, adding "...well yes, for here one faces a little slot each time where it doesn't need to be any particular thread just as long as one fully understands that all this posting is part of one's journey to self in posts, simply that while one is writing stuff out of oneself within these posts at least one still has one's head above water by it..."
Abyssmouse	Re: somethings 8 Years Ago You will always be welcome goblin! If I am the one asked. Not to say that all others are not, this was supposed to be that kind of place! I won't pretend to know, taarini but there are some things I can say... reason and purpose is not really what we make of it all intention and paths have been pre written which is not to say your say will never fit. Everyone on this planet sees the world through themselves So if they know not pain, or simply diminish your own It is just an attempt at an escape because giving lies (even self lies) is so much easier than giving help. If this is your own truth then try to consciously reject the reality unless you can not or don't want to. This place... This world. It is magnificent, and most people don't seem to know yet, but rather laugh when I tell them so. That belief crafts reality that, by extent, "magic" is very real, and at that moment, when we are ready to know, understand and see It becomes so strong and surreal, that it just takes away our speech. So, try to prepare to find things you never expect you would, and, I mean, don't remember me, I am just a mouse but you must pause and remember yourself. Because in the strangest ways to ourselves, we are the only thing that is real. That does not mean you are alone!