What Happened

If only You would watch what I had become

I dealed with all your troubles

Demanded nothing in return

Hazy memories fled my mind

Yet your tearful face remains there

 

A broken tv line shakes it apart

No audio at volume one

Crying those endless tears I have made

No more can be recalled

 

I swore to you several years ago

never to leave you ever

only you had forgotten

as long as this beating heart is still alive

I shall remain by the sidelines

 

Happiness on your mind put me at ease

staying there watching you

Makes me forget that I'm alive

My brain hurts so much

 

Just trying to remember

the blood, the hands, the room, dirty cloths

I finally remember

that day was the day

 

My love for you was pernament