Letter to Ray

Ray I can't tell you how I feel I get shy and starstruck in your presence since day one i wanted you but shouldve been a man and said i wanted you from the start but i let peoples judgment get in my way and for that i take the blame i made plenty of bad mistakes but I put it on my life it was always you from the beginning I can't change the past but s**t with you I'm trying to make a better future yea I know I'm not your type I know I'm not the one you be thinking about but I guess decisions get better with time so let me say yes I still want you but I feel like you don't want or need a man but someone to talk to and that's fine your beautiful and young so respect that just know I'll be waiting because like wine you only get better with age