My Mind is now Owned

My mind is now owned, 
mind is now controlled, succubus, 
Feeling broken down, and a clone, 
Am I one of those homunculus, 
My head is a book of mistakes, 
past and present, knowing the future is the same, 
The words are inside my brain whirling, 
Tears can fall like rain and swirling,

No sleep, hardly eat, can't even think straight, 
Where ever I turn just another brick in the wall, 
Smile while the artist makes another portrait,
On the edge and ready to fall, 
My world seem out of control, 
One way or another am in that hole, 
Afraid of the light and darkness, 
Haunting every inch of my soul, 
I know they are there lurking, 
So when can I loose control,

My mind is now owned, 
Mind is now under control, 
My life was always a loan, 
not in my best suit and soul,