Life suckz

If I killed myself who would care

For there is no love for me

This life, body, and soul

This muscle, bone, and flesh

I can no longer bare

 

No one see's

How these emotions slowly decay my soul, my self-love, my happiness

For I hide the feelings that kill me

There locked and sealed inside this useless bound that is my body

 

So they look at me crazy for hurting myself

I them it's by mistake

These are the secrets I keep

For in the undying truth I always feel like this life and body are fake

 

Though this soul is only to make me hurt intolerably

While to live and breathe every second of the day

This soul painfully dissolves within me

To death I will undoubtedly convert

So with this knife I shall lay

 

Till finally I'm no longer there

Yet no one would notice

Like to walk past my undiscovered body without a care was a dare

 

No one would see the look in my eyes

The slashes leaking that beautiful red unhappiness from my wrists

The smile on my face

The note in my hand that reads, "F**k You"

 

No would care if I killed myself

Not my family

Nor friends

Not even the flees.