Not my mistake

You want me to believe that its my mistake
To fall on my knees and beg you to stay
You need me to see that I must be in the wrong
So you wouldn't feel guilty at all
But its not my mistake that you hurt me
Its not my mistake that you needed to run when I needed to fall
No thats not my mistake at all

Its not my mistake that I'm built like rose
And the thorns of my past hurt you so I wasn't the one you wanted to hold
No that's not my mistake how do you think I feel
I live with it everyday but its not acknowlaged as real
Its not my mistake that if you hide me from what I need
I won't reach my full potential don't you see
No its not my mistake that you picked apart my petals so I wasn't beautiful to the world
No its not my mistake no its not my mistake that I was a fragile little rose girl
Now you're so far in my past but its not my mistake no its not my mistake
And yet you're still messing with my mindset today