feeling

Just like hail on a tin roof the Pain hammers at my insides. I feel as if i am underwater forever wanting to breath and seeing the clear blue sky right above me without being able to go to it or reach it. It is there close enough to touch but so far away and impossibe. This is how sadness is, you know you can be happy again and you see people laughing and smiling around you everyday but your right under the surface longing for a taste of this happiness but your sadness and anger has swollowed you whole.

But keep in mind feeling it just that simple emotion that can be controlled and manipulated.