Memoir

Gone from my life a page has been ripped out 
My life story gone
In a blink of an eye
12 years I spent with you
I try not to doubt 
But I can’t help it
Time flows by 
Are you different?
1 year has past
Are they different? 
Yeah I’m all grown up
“How’s School”
It sucks 
“Do you have any friends?”
Yes, and that’s all that matters 
Why won’t these feelings just disappear?
Like I did 
I used to be so shy 
That’s what he says 
Who am I really? 
Maybe that just it 
I don’t know the real me
Do you know me mom?
Huh, do you really know me?
What is my favorite color?
“Why would I know that?”
One by they all get ripped out 
Page after page 
Until I stop breathing and it’s the end
Or is it 
Maybe there
Is a way 
To get out
Rewrite my story 

Not for any body else 
But me
I hope I find it
Quick
Cause I'm losing my hold on
Realty 
It’s all turning into a dream 
No a nightmare 
I’m running I see you and all my friends
I scream for you 
But, you just turn you backs
On me 
Kenna
Yeah 
Are you okay 
No am I supposed to be 
What’s wrong? 
Everything 
Come back then 
I can’t 
Why not 
I can’t 
Yes you can
You know I love you right 
Do you?
I hate him I can’t go back 
Yes you can 
You can deal with it
Crazy really
I think I am crazy 
Maybe that’s just it 
Maybe I need help 
Time goes by in a blink of an eye 
Is my story gone?
Disappeared 
Like the rest of me
In place 
Is not me
Why can’t they see it 
I need them to help me 
No you don’t 
Mom, how are they doing?
Okay
How are you? 
Mom I’m fine 
Just perfectly fine

Reviews

[Chloe..Across the Unive..]

This is hard hitting. I can relate to some of these feelings.. like who am i?
I enjoyed this very much it is a very moving poem. Would it not be wonderful if we could rewrite our lives, or is it best left to fate?

[Kennabee]

Thanks so much for the review!!

[Chloe..Across the Universe]

My pleasure, Kenna :)