The Demons of my Mind

The Demons of my Mind

A Poem by K-mo

Half the time I fight this war inside my head that leaves 
me with a feeling of dread, I dread the feelings that consume
my every thought, I want it all just to stop, I want to know that
it all has a meaning and that my heart is truly beating. Truly beating 
for what my mind and heart are competing for, that leaves my soul 
feeling sore

I want to know that this serves a purpose, that my heart is not left 
being worthless, my head is spinning in circles like it's at a three ring circus

Half the time I want to scream to know that I am still alive, awaken something
deep inside. I often time lay awake in constant reminder of the feelings inside. 
I try not to provoke them, but they have a mind of their own. I try to run from it 
but I just can't make it, I try to pretend but I just can't fake it anymore that I try
to hide the demons that my mind resides

I want to know that this serves a purpose, that my heart is not left being worthless,
my head is spinning in circles like it's at a three ring circus

Half the time I second guess my state of mind, I want to know that i'm not going crazy.
I want to know that this isn't something that will change the way you see me, I want you to feel like you don't have to be tame when your around me, because I want you to feel you can be yourself around me. 


© 2014 K-mo



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this is truly terrible, I think I might toss it..

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