Emotion PotionA Poem by Lady marmaladeI close the door behind me
The safe space of my home left behind
And ahead lies the world
I take the first steps with my keys in my hand,
ready to run back inside
But I don’t stop, I continue to take the next steps
I increase the volume of my headphones
With the intend of drowning out the noise,
The people,
The fear.
Step by step I take big strides with my head up high and looking ahead
Looking ahead as looking back is not an option
Not an option I want to consider
I make it to the end of the street and decide to cross
The light flickers to green and wearily I cross
I tighten the clutch of my keys, counting the steps in my head
12,13,14….
18,19,20……
25,26,27……
I turn the corner of another street and see the end of the journey ahead
My keys so tight now that a red imprint has formed in my hand,
Emotions mix and concoct an emotion potion in my body.
Fear, pride, disappointment, excitement , sadness….
I end at the door where I begun my journey
Relief fills my body as I enter the key into the lock.
I take one look at the world before turning the lock and entering.
The door closes behind me and ahead of me lays the space that gives me comfort but comfort I do not feel.
Safe yes, happy no.
Consumed I drown in the emotion potion
Gasping for air that the world outside my door offers but cannot give.
Overwhelmed I fall to the bottom, being swallowed whole.
My eyes slowly start to close and I can see the light fading in the distance
I let myself be carried away to a place where all is good,
A true safe space.
© 2019 Lady marmaladeAuthor's Note
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Added on June 24, 2019 Last Updated on June 24, 2019 |