Lovely Suicide

This poem is not about me. I wanted to see if I could write a depressing poem while I was happy...and apparently I can so here it is.

Tears pour down my cheeks, salty wet

I find myself wishing we had never met

I had no idea that love could hurt like this

If I had never known, there would be nothing to miss

There is a hole in my heart that will never heal

I have become numb, already I can't feel

These wounds on my wrists, heavily bleeding

I've given up on life, feeling, thinking

If this is love, I have no use for it

I'm saying goodbye, letting myself fall into a pit

Despair is overtaking me, soon I shall drown

The pain of lost love quickly dragging me down

Love hurts, I've heard many many times

As I went through life, I had my finds

Of those few that my heart could belong to

But now I've decided, I don't want someone new

If he won't have me, no one will

I stand at the sink, taking pill after pill

Death comes quietly, gently tugging

I slide to the floor, shaking, sobbing

I am very sorry to my family and friends

I had no chance to tie up loose ends

I pray that God will take me, despite all this

I wish that I had gotten one last kiss

I am all done, now I shall leave

I see the world clearly, not through a sieve

It has no use for me, my life's over at last

Maybe someone will take a look at my past

And realize the pain that drove me here

Live life to the fullest, please, my dears

Don't cry for me, smile and look at the sky

I'll be there, waving bye-bye

Author's Note

Again, not about me. ^^

Reviews

[barricade]

WOW!!! you're such a talented writer....writing such a heart wrenching and depressing write expressing such despair and grieve while being happy is truly the art of an ardent and prolific writer...you've done it with such elan...a beautifully sad write...so much of pain, sadness...the broken heart sobbing, shouting, screaming...emotions out with a wild flow...

"As I went through life, I had my finds
Of those few that my heart could belong to
But now I've decided, I don't want someone new
If he won't have me, no one will"

so deep...so so sad...moving...tragic...an emotional roller coaster for the reader...taking one through the depths of sadness...so much so that one ceases to live without the love of ones life...
very very painful...let out a tear...just couldn't help it...emotionally very strong and powerful!!! thats just what love is...and just what it does to you...MADNESS!!!

great write again girl! you're an amazing writer!!!

keep it up!!! waiting to read more of you...

regards
barricade...

[Flow~]

i never believed in suicide but i did enjoy your write. i feel one must have already been broken in their past in order to allow a heart ache to convince them that life isn't worth living. This is truly sad but not because of the love lost but rather for the tormented soul left behind.

[Pen The Willows]

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