You know...
often you make me Feel uneasy
I Feel confused Feeling your words in such a way
my stomach turns, my heart pounds
and those calming, and sexy sounds...Why
do your words take me to a different place,
a place where I am happy to be...me?
I laugh, love, and share myself totally
 uncovered for you
to do
anything, and everything
to me
I understand it is not the time
and it is not right...
okay baby come on again,
do me, Please
with your words
not tonight...Again
it is not for now...So why
my love and how
 do I long for what happens when we go there into
that light...? Where it is just us two
That makes me have a sense of urgency filled
with patience to bask in your glory...us
words
Listening to you, saved Me!
you were His vessel...for me
I came crawling out of that hole
...floating on air
that comforted my soul
it came through you... my love 
that night I was filled with despair
that Light shined through you
saying you cared. I mirrored an image,

now of colors...
So how did it get twisted, and misunderstood
leaving me here missing you, your words
that sweet air, and Light from you onto me?
Questioning
myself, and my emptiness,
 with a longing
for what I felt was so right...guess I was wrong.
You know...