Live learn and figure it out

In honour of a lost friend

This is something I feel I need to express
Hopefully getting it of my chest

This is straight out thoughts
Like how most of my writing works

Thinking how wonderful my life is
After reading & giggling with the kids

To kiss them good night
Awaiting morning hugs and smiles

Makes me so glad that
I failed and didn't take
The quick trail

straight after this feeling of bliss
I felt a friend who I Sawley miss

Sadly she went down this path
Weight of her thoughts just to much to bear

Last time we spoke was on the phone
Laughing like nothing is wrong

Saying we have to catch up soon
Suddenly soon was no longer available

We'd spoke heart to heart
Within the years of crossing paths
Both having scars unable to fix

The sense of empowerment
She gave me, or to any open to see

Our connection was so strong
For her to open on those wounds

Now I've lost my point, if there was one at all

I open my self, no truth I hold back, the parts I'm ashamed of and ones that make me question this life.

This is why I guess I'm now on here doing this
As this problem that we go through, can not be cured like a disease

I don't know how to stop some one from wanting to leave this plane

expressing every thought and feeling
Stopped me in so many ways

And if I hadn't I'd not of met so many amazing eyes, what help me be the man I am before my very own

So Dee (Donna) this for the part you played
For making sure I always say what I say


I can't remember how long it's been
But that doesn't matter as every day your missed, with this feeling you still give me I put into every essence of my being and will share with others, maybe make a difference.