To May

Real life thing happening right now

Dear best friend,

Its been over a month and I still haven't heard from you. I'm not sure what I've done yet I still apologize constantly. I've given you space, and I promise that I'm still here for you. We went through everything together. First loves, freshman year, parents splitting up. Everything. You stood by my side when I came out, you made sure that no one was picking on me. You helped me with fashion, something I'd never be good with. You share my love for art and music. When I was making bad choices you were still there. When everyone abandoned me you stayed. Now you are gone. Why? please just give me a real reason. I fear that when I finally graduate you wont be there to help me get of the anxiety of walking across that stage. I'll walk down the aisle to the girl of my dreams, and you won't be there cheering me on. Please, tell me what I've done.

Love,

Your former best friend.