"A Lie"

You know that it's the time, but you can't end it.

Smile, don’t be shy to show me your face,
Whether you’re ugly or pretty, it’s okay, I wont judge you anyway.

Those words of yours might not be that big deal
Everytime we’re together,feels like everything’s no need to conceal
You make me feel safe and comfortable
With you, I am not scared in any kind of trouble.

You gave me a priceless importance
I could feel it, no matter how long our distance
I choose you and I will always do,
Even though, you don’t know that I know that you have me and her in you.


I might look this fool,
I might look pitiful,
But no matter how hard I tried to forget you,
In my heart, it says one and only you.

You told me you love me, I know you told her that, too.
When we’re together you secretly update her
I know you do the same thing to me, too.
But don’t worry I understand you.

I love myself but I love you,
I love you but I care for her,too.
She doesn’t know but you love us both.
I’d like to end us, that’s I think the right thought.

What happened to you that you could love more than one?
You, me nor her doesn’t deserves this kind of position
I’ll let you to choose who you want to be with,
Just be careful, if that’s not me we’re really done.

I’m sorry but I couldn’t take this thought alone anymore
I can’t either be happy or enjoy the times of us
But I can’t let you go either,
I want to be free, wishing you never done this to me.

I can’t be mad at you,
I can’t hate her,
I can’t see anyone to blame
It feels like, I voluntarily tricked.

Why? Can you just tell us the truth?
So that all of us could move on and enjoy our youth,
Blue anywhere, everything is blue
Where I could find something new?

In your every lie,
Anytime, I could die
Everything I said here was only in my mind
I can’t say these words to you personally.


Now that we’re together, you asked me if there’s something bothering me
I lost my strength whenever I’m with you, can’t you see?
You asked me to look into your eyes
But I can’t, I heard the truth everytime you lie.

Again you told me.

Smile, don’t be shy to show me your face,
Whether you’re ugly or pretty, I Love you and I wont judge you in any way.


H.

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