Who the f**k am I?

Basically a condensed story of hOw drugs and alcohol took over me and made me almost lose my best friend. Enjoy.

Who the f**k am I?
Salty tears stream down my blushed cheeks. 
A sigh of pain rolls off my lips. 
The sound of my heart beat is deafening. 
Everything I once had in my grasp was now falling around me. 
I had become someone else. 
That person beat me from the inside and tore out my heart. 
She took away my best friend. 
She beat her heart strings like they were just scrap. 
I became a girl with a breath and a puff. 
Take a sip, a drink, or two...
The poison made me cry for help. 
Im high in the sky.
Higher than the sky. 
I was a rocket with no destination. 
Who the f**k am I? 
I watch my life fade away in the rearview mirror. 
That grain of sand falls hard as time flies. 
Who the f**k am I?
What am I doing? 
I left what I needed in my life for a f*****g high. 
She's almost gone. 
I'm here now. 
She can't take you way from me. 
Never.