Her

The feeling of everyone disappearing around you is as scary as standing on a stage in front of a crowd for the first time. I don't know how to handle change. As I  walk down the hallway I don't know what to say to the people living their lives around me. As life fly's past me, I sit there And wonder why I wasted my entire life chasing something I know I couldn't have. I sit there and wonder to myself what happened that had caused my life to suddenly fall apart, And that's when all of a sudden I think of her and I knew what happened. I lost something to me that was more important then my own life and she is gone forever. I knew from here and forever that its all over and that this is the end of my story and this is where I end and a new me begins. 

Author's Note

I thought to switch off poems for a little and try just writing on just whats happened to me through out my life.