The Conversation

After life Advice To Invisible Obsessions: Looking for a way to break free cant stand the sight of society due to fear dwelling inside of me so many people claimed love and they lied to me so many people confided in me yet so many people ended up lying to me Im stuck in the realm of impossibility my whole life has been about ambiguity Yet going crazy because the culprit would not take credibility just looking for my own sense of stability I just want to proceed to the level of feasibility Lay it to rest I dont care to be the best I just want to wake up knowing I am blessed unless I take one more step and stand in front of their door step travel all the way to their address manipulate them until they confess before I explode with emotion that I have been forced to compress I just need justice for my mother who had an injustice without her I am in a world that is loveless I need to find justice with my instilled compass my spatial intelligence will lead me right to them and subtract some agonizing pain leading to me being numb slicking back a band aid grown men call rum making stupid decisions because you could careless Kind of seems like you have become obsessed looking for invisible access trying your hardest to repress Unfortunately it is time to process the inevitable got people out here seeing you as charitable all because you have named the unmentionable you've been like this since youth invariable Take my Legacy and create your own I have been over thrown by a bad spirits drown it's time to develop a back bone and know that you have it in you you're prone you have reached your epiphany your milestone please stop acting like you ever needed me because I am gone I was not a chaperone DO I NEED A LOUDER MICROPHONE you are a strong woman a noble woman as I look down onto my pride and joy you my daughter and my golden boy Yall cant give up on your potential please listen because this is essential keep our buisness confidential rise to the top of the hub like prudential you are strong man have faith I know you will never forget about me but you have to be my strength keep people at arms length always keep it pushin create comfort for your brother a nice cushion like I have down for you and your foundation don't stop writing i will be your narration stop with all the accusations you have this crazy fixation thinking it will bring me back to life after cremation I'm sorry but I can't accept the invitations but this universe is a multiverse meaning I am still here You cannot see or hear But I sit with you everyday by the way I think Rak is on probation keep private your location he is in a world of stagnation I know he was your dad but he will always be the one on a wanted ad I had a thing for guys who were bad them and their extendo clip doodads The fast life was where it was at for me you have what seems to be a beautiful destiny just go the oppposite direction instead of junkies and heroine injections hug tightly your family who will give in return love and affection exercise take care of your midsection life isnt about perfection do weird s**t start a coin collection always pay debt and be kind to yourself with loan collections and your will reach your dreams lifes not what it seems dont rely on a team youll get to your mansion and chandalier anything is possible right you live on a big sphere so make what you want clear Tie your shoelaces and run through all your crazy phases make sure you keep life interesting baby <3