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Idk I don’t know why I’m like this I think I love with you but can I really be sure and if I do it’s not like I could tell you because you have somebody and everyone I know likes you but they don’t know you like I do it’s like we’ve connected on a whole other level maybe I’m just a mere friend to you but I love you The way you look at me I know you don’t look at her that way I know you don’t tell her the things you tell me and I know she’s not your future I’m probably not either but that’s okay I just need to know we have a chance someday and I’ll keep holding one cause all I can do is pray that one day you’ll get away that we’ll get away, alone somewhere we won’t talk we’ll just listen, listen to the birds problems even the crickets problems because at that very moment we’ll have no problems in the world and you’ll hold my close as we watch the sky that made our fate align but I also worry I had my chance with you and I blew it because how can there be one fish in the sea for everyone when there isn’t only one sea I feel like we are in 2 different seas separated by 2 way glass where I watch you be happy with her but I also see you when you are sad at the end of the day when it all goes away and your not fulfilled But I could get to you if I broke the glass But breaking the glass Would mess everything up And it would cut many other fish and I would lose some fish forever there would also be a possibility I could lose the most important fish, you because honestly idk what you would do you’d probably push me away and leave with her and I can see why I would too she’s perfect She’s never been hurt like me and you she it the tape to your broken mirror pointing out every flaw but she is temporary and I and the broken table your broken mirror sits upon because together we don’t look so broken