She was beautiful then
and tasted of nuts and black coffee
her neck draped in auburn
curls on her shoulder
She smelled like fresh paper
cinnamon sticks
sometimes an autumn potage
with red pulses
She felt brown and still
or rapid with shivers
her skin like a river
solid, yet not
She sang with an accent
to soften the deepest
most devious paths
of the heart
She was beautiful then
a child, a martyr
a memory now
and faceless