Dont Worry

This one is for my mother...

Mommy please dont worry.
I want you to be happy,
please don’t waste your time.
You can’t save me... no one can!
Please take care of yourself,
you’re such a beautiful soul.
You’re such a strong, admirable, and independent woman... I wish i was as strong as you.
Take care of the family and make sure they’re okay because its too late for me im too far gone.
Please stop trying to help me, I don’t want anyones help... let me go let me leave...
let me stop causing you pain.
Mommy I never meant to turn out the way I did none of this was intentional.
Mommy I’m sorry, I love you so please smile...smile for me.
I just want to be alone so please understand.
You did everything you could for me, it’s not your fault I take full blame.
I’m SORRY mommy... but Abby died a long time ago.......