Help

I felt it, that feeling down deep in my gut

I looked at you, you looked at me and you looked away

I kept looking though do you know what I saw

I saw everything I saw every missed word every unsent text every accidental avoidance because things would be less awkward if we just ignored it if we went on as if nothing was wrong

Youre right things would be easier we wouldn't fight everything would be "normal"

But things aren't supposed to be easy

I'm not easy

I'm complicated and messy

Thats why you loved me that's why you chose me

You chose me you could have had anybody

And now what

Now I just let it go

I let you find someone else

Becasue I'm no longer convienient for you

When did things change

When did I change

When did you change

I thought we were fine

I thought we were happy

I thought you were mine and I was yours and that we would live happily ever after

Alice

The one word that changed my entire world

Flipped everything upside down inside out topsy turvy

The bottoms now the right side up

I loved you

One word broke us

Broke me

You look at me and I look at you

Everythings ok

Everythings fine

Just keep looking at me don't look down hold my hand we'll jump together

Remember

Me

Us

Together

Forever

One word changed everything

Shes laughing at your jokes

I laughed at your jokes

She looks at you and you look at her and you don't look away

I changed

You changed

That one word stayed the same

Their all the same

A new word in an old love

Forever is just a word that gives us hope that our love will last

Its just a word, Its just a word

I hold my breath and

I jump

Author's Note

Ive never dated anyone before and its really starting to bum me out I would love some advice