stop

I am sick

I am lost

I can't stop crying...

I've been so good the past 2 months but I've been sick for over a week and I'm at school right now and I burst into tears out of nowhere, I really don't like this! I felt great cause of my new antis but now I'm not so sure about myself now.

Save me

Stop this

Stick to the pills

I want to be able to take my medication and stay on the same one, not needing to change nor up them to something higher; I want to be saved, I want to be normal but I'm not sure on how to because I haven't been normal for a lot of my life.

Crying

Red eyes

blurry vision

I have tears running down my face, blurry vision and bloody red eyes; I cant stop my heart from racing nor stop myself for being fidgety. please help...