Andrew

I love him.  It doesn’t make sense to me because I don’t find him admirable.  But I without a doubt love him. Being around him is tranquil for me.  My mind and all my worries become numb just by looking at him. He is daunting and damaged but he brings light to my day.  When he hurts or disappoints me my adoration remains constant, just harder to bear. What do you do when you love someone in spite of their flaws.  Loving him makes me tired. His name holds power over me. I see flashes of his smile when I lose my train of thought. I lose my train of thought often.